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Julian Subatoi Bashir, MD ([personal profile] patientman) wrote2020-08-10 10:53 pm
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-09-30 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
He beings immediately, unbuttoning his shirt with stubbornly deft fingers. They do slip when Bashir takes those chocolates out, and he remembers -

No. Focus.

"That's fair." He meant to sound humble, ashamed, but it comes out wryly proud, which makes him wince slightly.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-09-30 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
"You did. You were the only one."

Bashir, of course, knows that being ignored is a punishment all its own, especially when his own gaze is utterly captivated by those glistening fingers. He tries to suppress the frustrated growl as he rushes through the last of the buttons, shucking off both his shirt and his coat and letting them pool around his feet. The rest goes far more quickly, at least.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-09-30 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe one day Bashir saying things like that will stop having such a profound effect on him, but he doubts it. It's enough that he doesn't even huff in exasperation at the order, or do a sloppy job; he brings them to the sofa, and kneels down to fold everything with precise efficiency.

Then he stands, turning towards Bashir and waiting for what he's meant to do next. In their own home, at least, he isn't uncomfortable with his nakedness or self-conscious about his growing arousal.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-09-30 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
He's unbearably curious, but he stays quiet as he moves into place. The gesture, the offer - it's a relief to do something, and he takes those fingers in his mouth hungrily, licking them clean with single-minded fervour.

That doesn't mean he isn't listening. An easy tell, when he's trying to reign himself in, is the way his hands press flat against his thighs instead of thrumming his fingers.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
His breath catches, first at the praise and then at the instruction. Once he'd have been too proud to let it happen, but they're long past that. There's no real hesitation as he nods, pulling away just enough to start coating his own fingers.

But he can't resist asking, "Your design, or..."
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
His hand goes completely still and he just stares, for a moment. The same heady blend of apprehension and excitement, heightened with just how impressed he is.

"Wearing the best, then." Low, husky, and very much not an empty compliment. He doesn't do those, which used to count against him.

He keeps his eyes trained on the cage as he kneels, taking a steadying breath as he lowers his hand.

This...this is going to be a very delicate balancing act.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
When he looks up, his expression is profoundly vulnerable. A little confused, even after all this time.

"Hardly." His voice is soft, remaining steady even as he starts probing, as his finger sinks inside. "You're the best this city has. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't dream you."

After all that time raging impotently, and then just feeling tired and lonely.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
His eyes flutter closed at the words, at the touch, and if his breath hitches as the extent of the challenge ahead of him sinks in, well. He's never shrunk from those, not when they were worth his time.

Slowly, carefully, he works another finger inside, rocking against them just hard enough; obviously, he can't afford to work himself up too much.

Then, blindly, he reaches out for the plug.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, that is deeply unfair. The pain and pressure are enough to have him shuddering, and the tap is almost enough to make him lose his balance entirely.

Almost.

He does open his eyes, glowering upwards as if he actually has an issue with any of that.

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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-03 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Too quick, if you ask him; in normal circumstances, he might reach out and keep it going. But this is - well, this is a bit different. So for all the heat simmering in his eyes, he only nods.

Then he considers, for a moment, before gingerly leaning backwards and bracing himself on his hands.

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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
Once again, he's utterly captivated - not only by the cage itself, but the sheer amount of care that Bashir takes with it. They both know he's had his share of Dominants who weren't anywhere near so considerate, so tender, especially in punishment.

He accepts they key almost reverently, and a smile flickers on his face as it locks.

"Very smooth." What? He also appreciates good craftsmanship.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
Still balancing on one hand, he twirls the key though his fingers before palming it and setting his hand back down. Showing off in general is fun; showing off for Bashir, that's another level of satisfaction.

A bit wryly, considering he's pointing out the obvious, "Heavy."

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