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Julian Subatoi Bashir, MD ([personal profile] patientman) wrote2020-08-10 10:53 pm
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
This means the Doctor intercepts him for no actual reason a few times, at least early on. There's a metaphor in there about causing your own suffering.

Even through that, the skill and emotion on display are enough to keep his attention thoroughly hooked, which he wasn't expecting at all. Once his attention became - well, mostly undivided - it was easy to get lost in the sheer graceful rhythm of it.

This, of course, means he was entirely unprepared for the intermission and has to stuff a fist in his mouth to muffle the sounds he makes as his hips jerk uselessly.

"Oh, well, if they were more of a diversion." He's trying to sound properly scathing, but his voice barely has the strength, and he's sure Bashir could tell that his focus was equally diverted.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-14 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, you're distracted." He huffs it out indignantly, but when he turns his head to meet Bashir's gaze, to answer the question, his expression is nothing but tender. (And if his hips grind backwards slightly, well, that's coincidence.)

"Green." He's certainly suffering, and it's going to get worse, but it's not truly painful. It's not making him panic. (There were times he did, in the early days; it's why he trusts so absolutely that Bashir would stop this in a second if he asked, if he really needed it. Very few people in the city have that sort of trust, and none so deeply.)

With a sharply playful smile, "I wouldn't want to miss the second half."
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-11-01 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
The music is better, which means his brain is effectively split in half. It's both maddening and strangely soothing; there's nothing else to focus on, just Bashir's teasing touches as the orchestra soars along with his deliciously aching frustration.

Of course, that also means he's not even a little prepared for the sudden vibration.

"Fuck - " It's a hoarse, ragged gasp as his fingers dig hard into the upholstery.