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Julian Subatoi Bashir, MD ([personal profile] patientman) wrote2020-08-10 10:53 pm
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not many do." Wry teasing that's in fact deadly serious followed by a shuddering gasp; the usual, really.

"Hmm, I'm getting mixed messages here."
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
His sparkling retort is, more or less, "Ngkh."

Then he swallows hard and mutters, "That's cheating." His neck, his throat, how can he even -
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes him a few seconds to actually process words, after that, but then he does as he's told. (He's half tempted to step into cold water after that just as a counter measure, but he doesn't.)

As he slides the shower door open again, "What are we wearing, exactly?"
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-04 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
He takes the towel, because contorting himself right now is bit of a challenge and never let it be said that he won't rise to meet those. (Well. Metaphorically.)

Being an extraordinary multi-tasker, he can concentrate on this and giving Bashir his standard "you're fucking hilarious" expression at the same time.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-05 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
He suspects, really, that he's being lulled into a false sense of security. That doesn't mean he's entirely prepared. He'd tried to relax as much as he could in the cab, and then -

Well, he does hiss the curse this time instead of shouting it.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Enforced self-control, I see what you're doing here." A bit too breathlessly ragged to be properly cranky. (And if he's honest, it's a perfectly justified tactic.)

"How long is the show exactly?"
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well that's good, I'd hate to question your taste." A bit steadier, that time, at least until the light pressure on his thigh steals his breath again. God, he's wound tight as a bowstring.

"An hour. Right. Perfectly doable."

If he happens to be gripping the edge of the seat very hard, well, that doesn't mean anything.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The prospect of being thoroughly, intimately wrecked in the theatre is enough to have his thighs tensing beneath Bashir's hand.

And then there's that, which has him biting his lip so hard it nearly bleeds. May as well practice for the silent act.

"You are - " He doesn't even know how to finish that sentence so he just glowers. It's slightly undermined by how red his mouth is.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
The sound that escapes his mouth is somewhere between a moan and a growl as his head is thrown back and his knuckles turn white against the seat. His thighs are trembling, now, and his breath comes in helpless gasps.

"Picture perfect." He still manages a sardonic tone - it is him, after all - but the way he looks up at Bashir, it's clear there's something desperately sincere underneath.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
He certainly doesn't stagger from the cab, that would be downright undignified, he's just...slightly lopsided.

As they walk, he tries very hard to gather himself, and his breathing at least evens out by the time they arrive at their seats.

He considers them, for a moment, and then pointedly does not pull away from Bashir to head for his own.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-12 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
This means the Doctor intercepts him for no actual reason a few times, at least early on. There's a metaphor in there about causing your own suffering.

Even through that, the skill and emotion on display are enough to keep his attention thoroughly hooked, which he wasn't expecting at all. Once his attention became - well, mostly undivided - it was easy to get lost in the sheer graceful rhythm of it.

This, of course, means he was entirely unprepared for the intermission and has to stuff a fist in his mouth to muffle the sounds he makes as his hips jerk uselessly.

"Oh, well, if they were more of a diversion." He's trying to sound properly scathing, but his voice barely has the strength, and he's sure Bashir could tell that his focus was equally diverted.
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[personal profile] justkind 2021-10-14 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, you're distracted." He huffs it out indignantly, but when he turns his head to meet Bashir's gaze, to answer the question, his expression is nothing but tender. (And if his hips grind backwards slightly, well, that's coincidence.)

"Green." He's certainly suffering, and it's going to get worse, but it's not truly painful. It's not making him panic. (There were times he did, in the early days; it's why he trusts so absolutely that Bashir would stop this in a second if he asked, if he really needed it. Very few people in the city have that sort of trust, and none so deeply.)

With a sharply playful smile, "I wouldn't want to miss the second half."

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